Nightly post #3

Today I still haven't memorized my WW Fenn speech thing. I don't think I could ever memorize it because I am one of the worst memories ever. I'm good at memorizing trivial things such as the fastest car in the world and names of towns, but no matter how much I try I can't seem to memorize the WW Fenn. I could read nothing but the WW Fenn thing and I still wouldn't get it. I can't seem to find a piece that is long enough. Those pieces that are long enough are often over used and bland while the interesting ones are too short. I don't understand why the WW Fenn is mandatory, what it it supposed to teach us. I never liked speaking in public, or even giving a presentation to a small class. Every time I try I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack or pass out because I either don't know what I'm doing, I hadn't finished the thing that I'm presenting, or I just don't want people staring at me